:D

2007-07-26T17:28:00.000+08:00

MOVED.

PLEASE RELINK.

2007-07-24T16:56:00.000+08:00

seriously man i should stop eating like a pig.
i ate so much today!
lotus bao/pizza bread/garlic bread/noodle king/sausage prata
zomg! :(

anyway, class stayed back to paint bin today. (:

in case you haven't noticed, it's a cow. (:

photo of the day:

doesn't mr kwee look like a primary school kid? HAHAHA! his bag damn cute pls. (:

oooo mommy bought cheng teng for me!
wahhh damn shiok! (:
okay i'm eating again. :/

2007-07-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

zomg. this song is damn sad. ):

Dear Bobbie,
Do you remember when you were young and very pretty? I do.
I remember pleated skirts, black and white sattle shoes.
Do you remember dancing that night?
I do, I still think of you when we dance,
Although we cant jitterbug as we did then.

Do you remember when,
How long has it been?
1945 you opened my blue eyes,
To see a whole new life.

Do you remember when,
I told you this that night,
That if you're by my side,
When everyday begins,
I'll fall for you again.
I made a promise when,
I told you this that night.

I'll be fine.
When I die, then I die loving you.
It's alright, I'll be fine.
When I die then I die loving you,
Loving you, loving you.

Do you remember the times we would give up on each other and get back together.
Then we finally was married in 1949.
We drove the yellow convertible all night long.
Do you remember? I do.

Life has led us here,
Together all these years.
This house that we have made,
Holds twenty-thousand days.
And memories we've saved,
Since life has lead us here.

And I'll be fine.
Cause when I die, then I die loving you.
It's alright, I'll be fine.
Cause when I die then I die loving you,
Loving you, loving you.

I'm coming home to you,
Stepping off my shoes.
Resting in my chair.
See you standing there,
The silver in your hair.

I'm coming home to you,
When I lay tonight, when I close my eyes,
I know the sun will rise,
Here or the next life.
As long as your still mine, then its alright.

I'll be fine
Cause when I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
Cause when I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you

You have gray hair now,
But you're a beautiful women,
And the years have been good to both of us.
We walk slow now, but we still have each other.
The glue of love is still bonding us together.
That is what I remember. Do you remember?

2007-07-22T18:09:00.001+08:00

my com revived from the dead! YAYYY! :D

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIEN! (:
LOVEEEEE!

2007-07-21T15:08:00.000+08:00

ptm today was quite alright. i was quite surprised that my mom actually didn't nag at me after seeing my horrendous results. PHEW. (: so i pretty much worried for nothing. oh well.

anyway, haven't been blogging about the past few days so here goes!

wednesday
shooting photo taking session. (:

rest of the peektures: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2089531363

thursday
racial harmonny day! :D

i'll upload all the photos another day. too lazy. xP

friday
the j1s had a surprise farewell party for us. (: what can i say except that they are really really sweet and thoughtful. heh. i wasn't feeling all that great on that day but i know i was definitely touched. THANK YOU ALL AND I LOVE YOU PEOPLE A LOT A LOT! :D i really appreciate all the effort and thought put into planning this farewell even though i didn't very much show it. sorry! :( oh and not to forget that the pizza was YUMMY! hahaha! (:

okay time to chiong study now!
toodles!

2007-07-17T14:31:00.000+08:00

pangs of emo-ness;

LIFE.
i'm tired of it.
i'm sick of it.

i want to sleep and never wake up again.

and i know that we're gonna be fine
and the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
as long as we live times passes by
and we won't get it back when we die

2007-07-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

ng ziwei is such a nice friend. (:
one who never fails to make me laugh with his stoopid ego-ness. (:
okay so i finally managed to catch up with him after god knows how freaking long.
heart to heart talk while pizza hutting. :D
<3!

when you're dreaming with a broken heart
the waking up is the hardest part.

2007-07-15T16:02:00.001+08:00

OMGGGGG.
i saw jek suan + sandra tan + kids at my house's ntuc. my house's at some ulu shit place and the probability of meeting anyone from school's ermm...0? okay so sandra tan recognised me and we talked a bit. apparently they came to visit some friend. this must be my lucky day man. :/

2007-07-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

:D

met up with nut, joanne and yueqi at vivo. (: then jo said she planned a surprise for us and it turned out to be a CABLE CAR RIDE! zomg she's like the sweetest person on earth! :D she paid for all of us? and mind you, it's not cheap. and it's my first cable car ride so i'll probably remember her for life. (: night scenery was pretty and it was very windy so it's damn shiok. (:

after that we just sat outside vivo and talked about our lives. there were great and not so great news. happy for yueqi that she has found someone she loves and someone who loves her so much. (: i'm glad that we're still able to share deeply and be there for one another. that's what friends are for. (: LOVEEE!

yawns.
i'm tired.
goodnight.

2007-07-13T18:15:00.000+08:00

ikea-ed with fanny yesterday.
yayy so i got to eat my daim cake again. (:
talk talk talk.
so much for studying but aiyah talking was fun. :D

vivo-ed with boon today.
coffee bean-ed. (:
talk talk talk.
walk walk walk.
then we saw some cute newurbanmale guy.
(:

so much talking, so little work done. :/
time for maths now.

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine.

2007-07-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

Love is not someone you can see yourself with ,
it's someone you can't see yourself without.

cheryl ang now you know.
HAHAHAHA!
:D

2007-07-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

Love is a line in a bad movie
Heartbreak an old song on the radio
And you, you're nothing but trouble
But trouble knows the way to my heart.

2007-07-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

ikea-ed with boon, pam, foxy, christy, lala and panty! :D
chicken wings/swedish meatballs/daim cake (my favourite!)
eat until damn shiok can.
i'm like super duper contented now.
lots of fun, laughter, peace and joy. (:
<3!

after that was studying at queenstown library with foxy and christy. (: ended up reading baby blues comic. HAHAHA! it's damn cute and funny lah and i finished one whole book. :/ okay i know this is like so not productive but at least i studied a bit of demand and supply so it wasn't that bad. (: and i figured out that the library is a damn bad place for me because i'm a SUCKER for books! ended up borrowing two books and i know once i start reading them, there goes my mugging and revision time.

SHYTE.

2007-07-08T18:54:00.000+08:00

today the door knob of my toilet was spoilt so i got locked in the toilet for like 15 min? and it was the most agonizing 15 min ever. i was totally freaking out cos' my mom couldn't open the door from outside with the toilet key. this is no joke k. i thought i was going to rot and die inside forever.

okay actually come to think of it, it was rather funny.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
seriously man, shit happens to me all the time.
dang.

2007-07-07T10:52:00.000+08:00

nationals;

<3!

rest of the peektures: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2090104250

yesterday marked the end of nationals which meant that my shooting journey has come to an end. BAHHHHH. this is like damn depressing. ): you can say that shooting has become part of my life or perhaps it's my life already. 3/4 of my jc life is spent with the shooting people and now that this has all ended overnight, i'll probably have to start getting used to life without them although yeah we'll still see one another around but you see, we won't get the chance to train together again. mannnn i want to cry already. ):

for the school team people:
thank you peeps for making my shooting journey a much more memorable and enjoyable one. (: each and every single of you are special to me in your own way. (: i'm glad we're able to share our joys and sorrows as a team and not to forget, endure all the hardcore trainings (not really hardcore lah but the travelling is. it's at st pats lah. how freaking far is that? haha.) together. even though we didn't really do very well for nationals, i believed we've all done our best and there should be no regrets yeah? (: shit happens all the time but we can learn how to cope with it. don't be disheartened anymore. let's get up on our feet and move on. there are so many more things that we have to deal with. for now it would be the stoopid A's. look at our midyear results and you know it's time to start mugging our asses off. HAHA! so GAMBATE! :D

for the j1s:
ooie! you people better work hard for next year's nationals ya? trash those asses that we're not able to trash this year! HEH. hmmm...cherish one another because before you know, it'll soon be your turn to hand over to the next batch and i can tell you it's really really damn sad k. HAHAHA! thank you for being such nice and lovable juniors! you people have indeed brought a lot of joy into my life. :D i'm gonna miss all the gossiping and talking cock sessions with the girls ;) and all the rubbishing with the guys especially sean, ismail, nic, sinyean, chris, ziyi blah blah blah. all of you are really a sweet bunch and i couldn't have asked for nicer j1s. (: study hard, train hard and play hard too! (: i promise i'll visit you all as much as i can. (:

for shazie, mun and wanli:
shazie you should know what i want to say lah. you're the one who's ALWAYS there for me no matter what happens. you totally know me inside out. i don't even have to say anything and you know what's on my mind, like a psychic k. alright more like you understand me super well. (: heh. i can't thank you enough for all the company, all the tears and laughters and everything including packing my locker occasionally back in crescent and being such a nice desk-partner. :D oh and i know this is super random but you're very nice to hug too. HAHAHA! (: bottom line is, I LOVE YOU BABE! YOU'RE SIMPLY THE BEST! :D and mun, you're like the funniest and nicest guy around. (: you don't have to pretend to be someone you're not and you're just very genuine lor. i always find it super easy to talk to you cos' we always share similar thinking and all. oh and you never fail to make my day with your whole load of crap man. (: HAHAHA! thanks for just being there dude! :D and wanli, the person who always hit me super pain one, you're one funny woman can. thanks for being such a great friend and fellow pistol mate. you never fail to cheer me up with all your nonsense and lame-ness. (:

i'm gonna miss all of you so much. ):
so in conclusion i just want to say,
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE LOADS AND HEAPS AND PILES!
i'll always remember all the times we've spent together!
:D

2007-07-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

a lonely september.

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back
'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did.

i'm damn shagged now. ):
i'll blog about nationals tmr. peektures will be uploaded by tmr too.
sorry peeps.

2007-07-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING-A-LING!! :D

okay i'm too lazy to blog right now. i'll probably blog after nationals or something. then again maybe i'll blog tmr. aiyah see my mood first.

tmr's the beeeeg day for pistol girls.
GAMBATE! we can do it!
yeah babyyyyyy! :D
btw, congrats to the rifle guys for coming in second for team! (:

anyway i miss s club 7. ):
i'll be back in school soon!

desperately wanting.

2007-07-03T13:23:00.000+08:00

having an ashton kutcher movie marathon now.
guess who/a lot like love/just married/open season
man, i love this guy. :D
demi moore's one lucky woman.

ain't he cute? xD
<3

anyway studying with nut wasn't productive at all. ended up talking and talking and more talking. heh but i love talking to her. she's really one good listener. LOVE YOU BABE! (:

time to go get lunch now! i'm starving. :(
toodles!

it's you, it's you, you make me sing.
you're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

2007-07-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

so i'm not going to shoot for nationals.
coach put me as reserve. :/
okay i'm like sad but relieved in a way i guess. sad because i've trained so hard and long but i don't get to shoot but relieved because i wouldn't have to worry about not shooting well and pulling my team down.
heh so basically i'm pretty relaxed now. (:
keith and fanny also same situation so we call ourselves the benchwarmers.
HAHAHA! (:

yayyy will be meeting nut to study tmr but it'll probably be more of a talk cock session. can't wait to see her! :D

oh ya and my bro bought me step up dvd! woohoo! (:

2007-06-30T20:37:00.000+08:00

met keith on the train on my way to training today. then realised fanny was on the same train as us too. HAHAHA! funny shit man. anyway training was alright. shot slightly better than yesterday so that's a good sign. at least i'm improving. things are getting better afterall. (:

time to hit the books!

is this how our story ends or a new chapter begins?

2007-06-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

mahjong session with s club 7 (except panty who pang sehed us for tuition) at lalee's place. FUNNNN! (: and boon baked a brownie cake for mine and lalee's very very belated birthday but it was still very very sweeeeet of her. LOVEEEEE! :D

oh and did i mention i met jiahui and nut at potong pasir mrt station? my god lah. i miss those two like crazy! :( AHHH...lots of catching up to do soon!

anyway after that was movie with the shooting guys. transformers is damn fucking cool! and megan is damn fucking hottttt! and josh duhamel is damn good looking! and i love bumblebee! WAHHHHHHH. okay i think i'm going mad but seriously, it's a damn good show. MUST WATCH! :D i want to watch again! (:

had training at night. my shots were alright i guess but i'm damn damn shagged now. been out the whole day. :/

yawns.

2007-06-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

YESSSSS! :D

my com is finally fixed after a gruelling 50 min talk with the dell person. i was huh-ing all the way because apparently i know nothing about configurations and basically how the whole com system operates but the guy was patient, thank God. i would have slammed the phone if i were him. good service! HAHAHA. (: okay so all my song files and pictures are poof! gone and i'm rather pissed but aiyah at least my com has resurrected from the dead. (:

anyway boon and pam came over to my house to watch dvds today. LOVEEEE! :D

midyears were crazy. couldn't do chem and maths paper but econs was alright i guess. oh well. enjoy life first, worry later. (:

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you,

I'll ignite for you.

2007-06-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

pretty pretty! :D

alright econs is calling!

2007-06-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

back at aunt's place. HAHAHA.

Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be yeah
Where I want to be

i've been singing this song for like the 78693981542th time today.
(:

anyway, jonathan bennett's damn cute! :D

<3!

another random thought: i think hilary duff's damn pretty now. (:

alright it's econs time.
toodles!

2007-06-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

i'm dreading training more and more. thank God it's the weekends now.
PHEW.

alright won't be blogging anytime soon because i'm leaving aunty's house and my com is still dead at home so yeah.

I need you
Like the dragonfly's wings need the wind
Like the orphan needs home once again
Like heaven needs more to come in
I need you here like you've always been

2007-06-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

i love the feeling. :D

People in love get lost and foolish
People in love get everything wrong
People in love get scared and stupid
People in love get everything wrong

At least they’re not lonely
At least they’re not lonely
Never Be Lonely

Baby I think I’m going crazy
And why should I be sane without you

They tell me to fight it
But think anybody will just try it
I'll never be the same without you

People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong

At least they’re not lonely
At least they’re not lonely
Never Be Lonely

Baby I think im going crazy
And why should I be sane without you

They tell me to fight it
But think anybody will just try it
I'll never be the same without you

anyway i'm feeling so fucked up right now. i can't fucking shoot properly because my hand keeps shaking all the time and i'm not improving at all. nationals is in two weeks time but at this rate i'm going, i'm so fucking screwed.

and not to forget, i don't have much time left to study.

okay i've to stop putting so much pressure on myself.

SIGHHHH.

:(

2007-06-13T20:06:00.000+08:00

in case you people have been wondering where the hell have i gone to because i haven't been blogging for a freaking long time, here's the reason why:

MY COM CRASHED! x(
DAMNIT.
LIFE SUCKS, TAKE DRUGS.
UGHHH I'M HIGHLY ANNOYED.

alright so right now i'm using my cousin's com, trying to recap everything that has happened within the last 2 weeks.

- i played badminton with dawnnie dearest. (:
- i screwed up my nusis shoot. ):
- went shopping with joyyyy. :D
- had dinner with mr ng ziwei and we watched ocean's thirteen which i didn't really like.
- lunched with melhuang and melko at vivo after church one day. (:
- mommy brought me and younger bro to some jap restaurant to eat good shit. watched shrek 3 after that. (:
- training and training and more training. ):
- i'm finally eighteen and legal. (:

well i guess i didn't really enjoy my birthday because i had to spend my day training at st pats which is like how sad lah but there are some people whom i want to thank for being so sweet. :D

1. mommy dearest for taking leave one day before my birthday to spend the day with me. (:
2. pam my love, boon, lalee, isabel, tiffany, yien, eddie, gerard, ziwei, joy, jing, dawnnie, yanting (my fellow poh. HAHAHA!), janice, silin, yueqi, hweeyi, vera, nicholas and jia for their birthday messages. (:
3. cheryl ang for sending me a birthday card all the way from canada! :D her card was so touching that i cried. i miss you babe!
4. sean for staying up til midnight to call and wish me happy birthday. :D
5. shazie for dedicating one whole blog entry to me. (:
6. my dg who called me from malaysia (cos' they are at church camp) and sang me birthday song through the phone. HAHAHA!
7. rifle guys plus keith for buying me a "little miss sunshine" shirt. (:
8. ismail who gave me a cute spongebob cup-ish thingy. (:
9. daddy for treating me pepper crabs. (:
10. my younger bro for buying me magazine because he didn't know what to give me. HAHAHA!
11. and all who remembered my birthday. :D

<3!

2007-06-04T10:14:00.000+08:00

a conversation with my dearest cheryl ang. (:

outgrownobsession says:
ahhhhhhhhhh hahah
ehhh!!!!
got receive my sms not
what is your address ah
i think i lost it man
hx ㋡ says:
huh no?
got sms meh?
hahahhaa
ehhh why wanna write letter to me ah?
outgrownobsession says:
WHAT!
GOT NO SMS AH!
WASTE MY MONEY !!!!!!!
hx ㋡ says:
hahah
when u sms?
outgrownobsession says:
no i want to post myself overseas to your door step
hx ㋡ says:
ohhhh
outgrownobsession says:
of course send letter lahhh haha
...

outgrownobsession says:
here here paiseh my internet got alot of problem
so slow!
my goddd
haha ehhh still got shooting not
or pass on alrd
wahh eh this holiday no need to go for remedial ah!
haha
hx ㋡ says:
hahhaha
not really
nahh
shooting only july then finish
kns right
outgrownobsession says:
WAHLAO!
SO GOT MISS ME NOT
HAHAHAH WHEN YOU ARE SHOOTING
DO YOU THINK OF ME!!!
ahaha
ehh no no hot question hot question
hx ㋡ says:
of cos got la
outgrownobsession says:
so which guy now!
hahaha
hx ㋡ says:
ehhhh
outgrownobsession says:
got any guy not
ATTACHED ALRD AH!
(everytime we talk online she'll ask the same old question -.-)

hx ㋡ says:
hahaha
ya lor
maybe
oh well
ehhhh
you leh!
still afro guy ah?
outgrownobsession says:
zzzzzzz
ahaha pls
hx ㋡ says:
hahahahhaa
outgrownobsession says:
what kind of taste do you think i have
hx ㋡ says:
how i know u
outgrownobsession says:
but yeah O_o
i still do
hx ㋡ says:
HAHAHHAHHAHA
outgrownobsession says:
hahahahahaha
hx ㋡ says:
wth
outgrownobsession says:
HAHAHA
hx ㋡ says:
serious?
outgrownobsession says:
OMG PLS SHOOT ME
OMG!
I GOT PHOTO OF HIM!
WANT TO SEE NOT!
hx ㋡ says:
yesssss!
show me!
outgrownobsession says:
HAHAHA I MISS THIS OKAY EVREYTIME WE WILL RAVE OVER MY VERY BAD TASTE HAHA
hx ㋡ says:
hahahhaa
outgrownobsession says:
okayy its abit blur
hx ㋡ says:
k nvm
can see face not
outgrownobsession says:
erm hahaha
hardly
but can see abit lah
okay he is the one in red
he looks small
must squint to see
then i got another picture
of his back
hahahahah
omg i how sad lah
take picture of his back
pls kill me
...

outgrownobsession says:
yeah
okay see
SEE
HIS HAIR!
hx ㋡ says:
ok
yessss
hahhaha
outgrownobsession says:
thats why i like him
outgrownobsession says:
see his hair!
hahahaha
SO EXCITING
outgrownobsession says:
okay wait ahh i brb im going out to rent vcd
okayy wait
hx ㋡ says:
kk
outgrownobsession says:
WAIT FOR ME HOR!
hx ㋡ says:
ok!
outgrownobsession says:
OKAY WAIT AH!
HAHAH
OKAY BYE!
...

HAHAHA.
see that's so cheryl ang.
she never fails to make me laugh with her auntyness and rubbishness each time i talk to her. (:
HURRY COME BACK TO SINGAPORE!
YOU ARE GREATLY MISSED! :D

2007-06-03T17:56:00.000+08:00

zomg.
just watched seducing mr perfect.
daniel henney is damn HOTTT!
:DDD

2007-06-03T14:00:00.000+08:00

i'm eating hokkien mee now and the chilli is freaking hot but damn shiokkk. (:

alright i feel a sense of randomness now so i'm just gonna blog any random shit that comes to my mind at this very instant.

dirty dancing was okay but i guess the dance wasn't naughty and dirty enough. the lead actress was rather big size compared to the actor who was scrawnny so they looked kinda mis-matched and weird together. i was so scared that the girl's too heavy for the guy to carry and that she'll fall on him or something. :/

ahh yes almost forgotten about vera. (: we spent the night eating, watching tv, laughing like mad women, talking about our lives and bitching away. haha so much for studying. wanted to mug but was too tired and lazy. anyway we watched some stephen chow's retarded movie which was showing at 1am and i was laughing my ass off because it was damn hilarious and guess what? vera hoe was snoring away. HAHAHA. funny woman man she. (: then she'll suddenly wake up and continue watching and fall asleep again. when the show ended which was around 3 plus, we decided to go to bed cos' we're damn tired but we continued talking and all. funny thing was she asked me some question and i was answering her so i talked for around 10 min and i only realised after that she was already fast asleep so i was practically talking to the air. :/ so that's vera but i love this friend of mine. :D babe sleepover at your house soon! (:

anyway,

i want to go! :(

2007-06-02T14:51:00.000+08:00

vera's coming over to my place for sleepover later. (:

dirty dancing tonight.
must watch. (:

random rantings;

i want to shop.
i want to watch many many movies.
i want to meet up with yaoyao, dawnnie, nut and jo soon.
there are so many things i want to do this holiday but
i have to study for midyears.
i have intense training for nationals.

j2 life sucks.
i hate this life i'm living now.

and i must say i'm rather disappointed with linkin park's new album.
the songs aren't that great.

time is all i ask for
time
i just need one more day.

2007-06-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

cj invitational shoot was a huge success!
everyone contributed in one way or another so a BEEEEEG THANK YOU to you all!
good job guys! :D
especially chitty and mothertingwei, three cheers for you two! (:
and congrats to everyone who won something. (:

managed to win team first which wasn't too bad. i mean at least there's a medal to take home. HAHAHA! came in fourth for individual so there's no trophy but that's alright. i didn't shoot my best so yeah. anyway main highlight of the day was i won a $50 bet! MUAHAHAHA! zomg. not $5 but $50 can?! that's way better than a trophy! :D melvin ho dared me to go up to the man in white and smack him on the back and say "YO BROTHER!" for $50. tempting isn't it? and yes i did it. i was freaking out but come on man, it's 50 bucks. HAHAHA. so when i did it brother paul was stunned and melvin ho and mrs chong were just standing at one corner and laughing their asses off. :/ they were like "huixin, did you see the look on brother's face? i'm sure he thinks you're one mad woman now.". shtye my reputation is tarnished but 50 bucks was worth it lah. (: at first i thought melvin ho was kidding only but he really kept his promise. wahhhh for once he wasn't being such an asshole. heh. (: and apparently according to him he wasn't so heartbroken about the loss because he managed to get a good laugh. so in conclusion it means i'm a joker. -.- BAHHHH but then again who cares? heehee.

dinner with the usuals at westmall after that. (: talked about all sorts of nonsense ranging from racist jokes to questions regarding how painful being kicked in the balls are to brazilian wax etc. and so you can see how random and retarded we people are. shazie i'm sorry for being such a racist. heh. oh treated shazie, eelin and mun to swensen's earthquake too. (: so i'm basically left with 30 bucks now for shopping! hahaha.

SHIOK! :D

huixin is a damn happy girl today. (:

uploaded peektures can be found at: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091489690
am i efficient or what? (:

oh and shazie, i was kidding about the birthday presents and all. (: seriously i'll be happy enough even if it's just a cake. i've never spent my birthday with like a big group of people so that will be something nice to look forward to. HAHAHA. ;) and i know i'm going to say this like the millionth time but yeah, I LOVE YOU LOTS! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! HUGSSSSSSS! :D

2007-05-31T18:58:00.000+08:00

50 first dates.
sweeeeeeet.
:D

cj invitational shoot tmr.
good luck people.
hopefully my pistol doesn't get screwed halfway.
350 here i come!
GAMBATE! (:

2007-05-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

sometimes i'll really appreciate it if you could just shut your fucking mouth up.

seriously, you annoy the hell out of me.

2007-05-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

addiction;

tiger lily - matchbook romance

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
we're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go
i'll never let go
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i, i don't want to speak these words.
cos' i, i don't want to make things any worse.
and i, i don't want to speak these words.
cos' i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

and i, i don't want to speak these words.
cos' i, i don't want to make things any worse.
and i, i don't want to speak these words
cos' i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse

2007-05-29T12:04:00.000+08:00

<3;

"i wont miss shooting for certain reasons yet i'll miss it a lot for others. the best part of shooting? discovering yet again what an ultimate friend huixin is (;"

koped from the one and only sweet shazie's blog. (:

am i touched or what?
HAHAHA.
thanks babe! you're THE ultimate friend man. :D

anyway how many episodes are there in total for prison break? i think i have the first half of it only so i doubt i'll be killing myself anytime soon. HAHAHA. the ending's damn retarded ah? actually the show's quite boring except the fact that wentworth miller is still looking so damn good and sizzling HOTTTT. :D other than that lots of chasing around and people dying one by one. :/ not very exciting i must say. heh and yeah i'll probably be going down to range on wed for a while. (: you're painting the banner right?

and sean, wentworth miller's the real deal lah, DUHHHHH? ;) yup i'll be coming down on wed and you better not dao me or whatsoever if not i'm not going to talk to you ever, understand? HAHAHAHA! =P

alrights i'm hungry. ):
shall go get lunch now and start cheming after that. (:

now i’m picking up the pieces
from spending all of these years
putting my heart back together
cos' the day i thought i’d never get through
i got over you.

2007-05-28T13:25:00.000+08:00

YAYYY CHEM SPA'S OVERRRRR! no more spa exam for the rest of the year! :D woohoo! shall rest today and start studying tmr. (: nua-ing at home on such a hot day with the air-con blasting feels damn good. especially with the company of wentworth miller. <3 thanks boon! (: now i've got prison break 2 to keep myself occupied with. :D

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you.

2007-05-27T10:28:00.000+08:00

i don't love you like i did yesterday;

<3!

2007-05-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

i'm back from shooting camp and i'm damn damn shagged. ): my eyes are literally closing now while i'm typing this post. i guess it's due to the excessive crying just now. feel like crap now. AHHHH...alrights quick update anyway.

gp exam yesterday was rather bad. the essay part was fine but the compre sucks. i left 5 marks blank can? ughhh i'm bloody screwed and not to forget, the weather was like freaking hot and i was a little dizzy (because i'm sick) so ta-dah! GONE CASE. ): but i'm so glad it's over. (: EMBRACE THE HOLIDAYS! :D okay maybe not really since it's gonna be a month of INTENSE mugging and training. i'm stressing on intense because right after the hols will be the h2 exams and i CANNOT afford to fail my h2s anymore. and there are so many shooting competitions coming up in june and the BIG NATIONALS in early july so we have to train like practically everyday. yes this is madness but we have no choice. so in actual fact it's not even considered as a holiday. wahh STRESSSSSS. ): okay anyway after the paper went to watch pirates with the rifle guys. the show wasn't too bad but it was rather disappointing. expected it to be damn good but it wasn't as good as the first two and it's like freaking LONG! almost 3 hours? my god. i was rotting halfway in the theatre already. :/ but it's downright hilarious. HAHAHA. i laughed my ass off. i love johnny depp! <3! :DDD oh and keira knightly is damn pretty! :D

okay then there's shooting camp. i'm too lazy and tired to blog about all the details so to sum up everything, i just know that i slept for 4 hours only and it wasn't a good sleep at all, taught sean how to fold straw hearts, played frisbee with some of the j1s which was damn fun, emo-ed with shazie and cried my eyeballs out over some issues but i felt a lot better after sharing with her. i really thank God for her because i know there's at least someone whom i can always laugh, cry and count on. I LOVE YOU SHAZIE! :D i suddenly miss crescent very very much. people are more genuine and nice. cj's like i don't know. i get to meet many ugly (not appearance wise) people and that sucks. anyway bbq food was quite alright, talked to my beloved shunxie senior who never fails to make me laugh out loud, took cab home with miss fan and last but not least, i'm really thankful for the j1s. they're just a really nice bunch of people. (: i promise i'll drop by the range to visit you all more often! :D oh ya and we've fianlly stepped down. somehow i don't really feel sad i don't know why but anyway congrats to the new exco! (:

alrights i'm dead tired now.
my bed's calling me.
toodles.

2007-05-23T08:05:00.000+08:00

my blue black on my arm hurts like crap.
it's still swollen and all.
:(

and my cough and blocked nose certainly didn't make me feel any better.
damn, my immune system is screwed up.
i've fallen sick countless of times this year man.

anyway, i'm on mugger mode now.
meeting lalee and christy at island creamery to study later.
MUD-PIE!
(:

not to forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMYYYYY!
LOVE YA TRUCK LOADS!
:D

2007-05-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

i think it's love.

2007-05-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

my legs are aching damn badly and i'm zonked out. ):

anyway towned with fanny today. had to get clarence's present so we went wallet hunting. :/ walked from ps to heeren and that was damn tiring already. the funniest thing is both of us are sick and we're out buying present? -.- okay then he had to get a present for another friend so we walked from heeren to taka then to wisma then back to taka. along the way we met many many weird people. :/ there's this woman who wore some damn revealing top at topshop and her boobs are like bursting out lah but the worst thing is she's some fat aunty? gross shit. ): she might as well not wear anything. fan was damn disgusted. HAHAHA. and at taka, osim was having some exhibition or sth and there's this whole group of people working out on the igallop. that scene was super hilarious! laughed my ass off man. (: dinner at crystal jade after that. :D talked about lots of random shit as usual. oh ya and we managed to find some nice shirts for shooting. (: i better go queensway soon to settle the shirts. :/

today was just damn slack lah.
didn't study much and h1 exam's next thursday?
aiyah i'm soooo dead.
shall go read great ex now.
toodles!
(:

2007-05-18T20:35:00.000+08:00

sports carnival was quite exciting this year. my class won the overall champion! THREE CHEERS FOR T33! :D HIP HIP HURAYYYY!

pictures pictures!

more: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2092012562

(:

2007-05-16T21:07:00.000+08:00

i've been running for so long for all these years
there's not much point in holding back the tears
and now the tears fall right out of my face
i've forgotten what i'm running for
maybe i'm running in place.

you walk, i run
i don't even think about it.

2007-05-14T19:21:00.000+08:00

gap;

SHOPPING WITH JOY AT VIVO TODAY! :D bought a top from pull and bear. (: yayy i'm a happy girl now but that also means i've to start saving up. shtye there goes my meals. tmr can start eating grass alr. :/ but i will survive! discipline! yeah baby yeahhhh! ;) joy's saving up too for our next shopping trip. hahaha. LOVE YA BABE! (:

btw, river island rocks my socks. the clothes, the shoes, the accessories. wahhh everything's damn nice lah. AHHHH! i need money $$$$$$! x[ oh and not to forget, there's this damn hot and cute guy working at vivo's newurbanmale. <3! HAHAHA. check him out. (:

anyway this is a day late but yeah
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOMMY!
LOVE YOU LOADS! :D

2007-05-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

training was quite alright. best card for the day! 93! (:

i'm still grieving over my countless pimples. they don't seem to be going away. ):

if home is where the heart is then my home is where you are.

2007-05-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

this song is the shit man.

Signal Fire - Snow Patrol

The perfect words never crossed my mind
cause there was nothing in there but you
I felt every ounce of me screaming out
But the sound was trapped deep in me
All I wanted just sped right past me
While I was rooted fast to the earth
I could be stuck here for a thousand years
Without your arms to drag me out
There you are standing right in front of me

All this fear falls away to leave me naked
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety

No I don't want to wait forever

In the confusion and the aftermath
You are my signal fire
The only resolution and the only joy
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes
There you are standing right in front of me

All this fear falls away to leave me naked
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety
There you are standing right in front of me

No I don't want to wait forever

dinnered at some ramen shop at far east with don, clarence, ting wei, shazie and ee lin after training. (: not bad lah the food but when we looked at the bill, our eyes almost popped out man. 80++ bucks! zomgx. all the stoopid 10% service charge and 5% GST ought to be abolished or else poor people like me will not get to enjoy eating at restaurants any much longer. i'll be utterly broke. ): anyway went toys 'r' us after that to relive our childhood memories. :D damn fun lah. barbie dolls, barney, spongebob, hula hoops, plastic swords, baseball bat and my favourite police helmet...it feels great to be a small kid once again. (: i don't want to grow up! ):

training at 0930 tmr.
better have an early night.
goodnight cruel world.

2007-05-10T18:09:00.000+08:00

i woke up in the morning and to my horror
PIMPLES!!!
zomgx.

ziwei: eh you got pimples
me: yeah puberty lor
ziwei: no wonder. you're a guy what. understandable. (because guys undergo puberty at a later age than girls.)
me: -.- thanks ah. i'm damn sad alr.

how tactful of him.

AHHHHHH!
I HATE PIMPLES!
GO AWAYYYY!
must be the stoopid weather.
sighhhhh. ):

2007-05-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIWEI! =D
one of my most favourite friend.
yayy you're eighteen now! (:

shot 343 during training just now.
pb but still gotta push myself even harder.
350 here i come! (:

2007-05-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

shooting camp bbq discussion after school with don and fanny. everything's more or less settled thanks to the productive and efficient FAN. (:

towned with fanny after that. went subway to eat and guess what? i met YAO YUEQI!!! :D she was busy talking on the phone so i crept up from behind and covered her eyes. i didn't say anything except chuckled a little to myself and my dear yaoyao immediately recognised it was me. HAHAHA. see that's what i call GOOD FRIENDS FOR LIFE. :D you made my day friend! (: LOVEEEEEE!

anyway fan was looking for shoes and i was looking for present for melko. he managed to find some everlast shoes which he's rather keen in buying but the shop didn't have his shoe size and i couldn't find any nice little miss shirt so we went heeren to find. it was a futile trip. :( the everlast there didn't have the shoes he wanted and queens couture did not have nice shirts so we walked back to wisma to look for adidas shirts and back to far east again. HAHAHA. damn tiring man. waited with him for his bus cos' i felt bad for making him walk so much so i guess that's the least i could do. talked about shooting matters and voiced out our annoyance and unhappiness with some guy. hahaha. met up with pam and boon after that and we went to look for shirts again. (: in the end i bought a junkfood bambam shirt for mel. it's damn cute lah. (:

shall go do chem tutorial now.
BYE.

2007-05-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

i think i'll make a great housewife next time.
HAHAHA.
done so much household chores today. (:

well there's nothing much to blog about so this is just another random post.

ugly betty starting soon!
ciao!

2007-05-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

Maybe - Secondhand Serenade

Didn't you want to hear the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song

To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back I'll make it better than it ever was

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)
Maybe it's just me

watched 200 pounds of beauty.
NICEEEEE.
(:

2007-05-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

SHIT happens to me all the time.
damn.

2007-05-03T18:06:00.000+08:00

watched spidey with younger bro last night at a super super ungodly hour. 10pm and it ended at around 12.30 am? i'm damn deprived of sleep now. EYE BAGS AND MORE EYE BAGS. ): anyway thank you ee lin for the free tickets! (: at least i didn't waste them. the lack of sleep was worth it. (: heh. spidey rocks my socks! zomg it's damn sad and sweet. very very niceeeee. MUST watch! (:

and i just realised that james franco is actually really really cute. :D wahhh he looks even better in this show. (: cried buckets towards the end. i'm not going to spoil anything by revealing much but the fact that i cried quite badly gives a great hint. HAHAHA.

<3!

boon didn't come school today and i was sad. ): get well soon BABYYYY! :D

2007-04-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

love this song. =D

Home - Chris Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night
And trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love and feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

I'm going home to the place where I belong
where your love has always been enough for me
I'm running from
you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home

The miles are getting longer it seems
The closer I get to you babe
I've not always been the best man and friend for you
But your love remains true and I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try

I'm going home to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been good enough for me
I'm running from
you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old

Be careful what you wish for
cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all and then some you don't want
Be careful what you wish for
cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all

I'm going home to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been enough for me
And I'm running from
you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
But these places and these faces are getting old
I'm going home
I'm going home

YESSS! tmr's labour day!
i get to sleep late and wake up late. (:

2007-04-29T19:49:00.000+08:00

i think i'm the world's clumsiest creature ever.

i can cut myself while closing my pistol case.

and now i just found out that i have several unsightly blue blacks on my right knee when i don't even remember knocking into anything.

AHHHHHH.

2007-04-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams.

2007-04-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM! :D

bangla <3 maid! :D

went out to meet yueqi with shazie after school. ((: kinda ponned training in school. though i know i might get screwed by keith but aiyah meeting yueqi was a lot more important. HAHAHA. haven't seen her for ages and i missed her like CRAZY. yao yao please feel honoured! hurry set a study date! i can't wait to see you again. (:

<3!

huixin is a damn happy girl today although she screwed up her econs and chem tests but who cares? she'll just make up for it by mugging hard this weekend. (:

2007-04-26T18:11:00.000+08:00

i'm damn shagged.

econs and chem tests tmr and i barely started studying.

good job huixin.

at this rate i'm going i'll just flunk A's man.

i need some motivation!

because i don't see a point in studying anymore. x(

2007-04-24T18:09:00.000+08:00

it's nerds day today! :D HAHAHA. thank God glen remembered to bring our nerds. it's rather funny how we were all so happy like small little kids receiving candies from santa claus for the very first time or something. (: well at least we had nerds to keep us awake throughout this LONGGGG day. tiny tangy crunchy candy! (:

anyway i think i know the reason behind my sudden humongous appetite. my period. though i don't see how the two link but yes that must be it.

in case you failed to notice
in case you failed to see
this is my heart bleeding before you.

2007-04-23T16:49:00.000+08:00

okay this is what happens when boon and huixin are bored.

it does look like elmo right?

we decided to give it some hair and it turned out to look like ronald macdonalds. :/

alrights. i swear there's something wrong with my stomach today. was feeling hungry all the time i thought i could swallow elephants. HAHAHA. and so i ate and ate and ate but never felt full. BAHHH. x( raisin bread and two pieces of hersheys for breakfast, chocolate bread, apple pie during break, noodle king and apple for lunch and went ya kun to eat kaya butter toast after school. omgz. that's A LOT. ughhhh. and when i've decided to go for a run to burn off all the extra fats and calories, it just has to rain. ):

oh well. life is never fair.

2007-04-22T15:45:00.000+08:00

shopping with joy yesterday was rather productive.
got a top and necklace despite having a severe lack of cash.
HAHAHA.
and she finally got her little miss naughty shirt.
NICEEEEE.
(:

maths, chem and econs tests this week.
life sucks, take drugs.
):

2007-04-21T13:08:00.000+08:00

okay bye.

meeting darling joy for shopping!

at least i'm not procrastinating now.

2007-04-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

i was feeling really emo today due to some i-shall-not-say-what reasons. emo elmo. bahhhh. x( sorry people wasn't in the mood to crack jokes and entertain. and i just realised that when i shut my mouth up, the whole shooting range seemed quieter and more peaceful. i kinda enjoyed the quietness actually. (: wondered how much noise pollution i've caused for like the past 98989654513 trainings. :( hahaha. accompanied sean to buy birthday present for his mom after shooting then chionged home after that.

i'm dead tired. i need my beauty sleep.

of all the things i've believed in
i just want to get it over with
tears form behind my eyes
but i do not cry
because you're not worth my tears.

2007-04-19T19:06:00.000+08:00

apple strudel-ed with pam today. :D boon the pang seh kia. fine lor. qk more important than us. HMPH! hahaha. anyway love talking to pam. (: she's like one of the nicest and kind-hearted person i've ever met which is why bangla <3 maid! pam if you're reading this, please be touched. (: and we better come up with more songs to sing! enough of rough draft and breaking free ah...hahaha! singing with you was so funnn! we can just scream, shout, sing out of tune in front of each other and not have to worry about our image man. heh. LOVE YA HEAPS! :D oh ya. and i met eliza! wheee! (: eh sorry had to rush home so couldn't stay longer to talk. we better meet up soon ya? (:

and people, i passed my 2.4! YAYYY! got a C but aiyah who cares as long as i got my gold? (:

i'm a happy girl today. (:

2007-04-17T18:32:00.000+08:00

failed my 2.4 and so i've to re-run on thursday. ): having post-menstrual cramps now. shyte. it means my period is coming but it's like 3 weeks late already? ARGHHH. anyway, island creamery-ed with boon, pam and panty after PE so my day ended on a good note. :D

2007-04-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

had black pepper crabs for dinner!
:DDDDD

alright lit mock was fine BUT because we had to do it at such an ungodly hour (seriously who can write good essays at 3pm??!! smack right in the afternoon and it's two hours somemore), i ended up writing whatever nonsense that came to my mind. i have completely no idea what i was writing about. was too tired to use my brain. my job was just to ensure that at least each essay are filled with 2 pages of words and tada! mission accomplished. HAHAHA. but the thought of my monday afternoon being taken away by this stupid mock test still makes my blood boil. it's my only free day! :(

i suddenly have the urge to eat apple strudel. boon! let's go eat soon! ((:

2007-04-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

alright i'm a little disappointed that i'll not be able to shoot in the finals next sunday. only the top 8 get to shoot but i'm like 9th? damn wasted man but aiyah i'm happy enough that i managed to shoot my personal best! 342! YAYYY! :D it's a good start. train harder huixin! 350 here i come! woohoo! (: okay i'm a little high right now. HAHAHA. anyway, rifle girls managed to get team 2nd, rifle guys team 3rd and yuanyu, melissa, tiff, don and eelin are going to the finals! congrats ppl! JIA YOU! :D

okay so my whole weekend was POOF! gone. ahhh crap. didn't manage to do any work at all except going through great ex briefly and it's lit mock test tmr so what the hell am i doing blogging now instead of reading through great ex in greater details and analyzing the text? then again i couldn't care less. heh. great ex just makes me wanna sleep. :/

don't know why but i find this rather funny. HAHAHA. (:

2007-04-14T20:17:00.000+08:00

htns invitational shoot tmr.

we'll rock and rule so people,

GAMBATE!
we can do it! :D

2007-04-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

Thunder - Boys Like Girls

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own

I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

love this song although it doesn't really make much sense. HAHAHA. why thunder? :/

2007-04-13T12:36:00.001+08:00

wtf.
i got a C for my pw.
this goes to show one point: hard work doesn't pay off if you got kns invigilators.
so j1s out there, don't bother spending so much time on pw and just pray you have good invigilators.
i'm just unfortunate.
BLEAHHH.
x(

2007-04-08T18:46:00.000+08:00

Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you
but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move
can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make this feeling stop

Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta sat it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to, be around you

There's so much I can't say
and do you want me to have feelings
and look the other way

And I don't know
how to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make this feeling stop

Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killing me
and I'm wondering why I waited so long
Looking back I realised,
it was always there to stand spoken
and I'm waiting here
been waiting here

Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

2007-04-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

watched a walk to remember.
2 s's - sweet but sad.
anyone wants to buy me the vcd/dvd?
pretty please? (:

you're my only hope.

2007-04-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

Ai Tominaga's effing hot please!

favourite model at this moment.

<333!

2007-04-06T18:46:00.000+08:00

i forgot to mention something yesterday. i tried to deposit money and the stoopid atm machine swallowed my money! ): okay the machine was down due to some technical prob so my money was trapped inside. but seriously of all people why me?! i think i'm cursed or something. bad things always happen to me. annoying shit. UGHHH. made a report and the woman said i had to wait til next tuesday before i can have my money back. LIFE IS SAD. ):

went out with jing and melhuang after service for lunch. (: and yes TOWN. haha. anyway what indecisive people we are. wanted to eat at crystal jade but the queue was so freaking long and mel wanted to eat sushi then blah blah blah...we ended up in bk. hahaha. but it wasn't so bad cos' i haven't eaten bk for eons man. turkey bacon burger! good stuff. :D lots of catching up and i just found out that melhuang likes wentworth miller! see that's what i mean by good friends having the same, good taste. (: shopping after that. okay more like window shop for me cos' i didn't bring enough cash and damn the atm machine. AHHHHH! i want to buy my forever 21 tops! :(( but i've to wait til next week. therefore, LIFE IS VERY SAD indeed. ):

nonetheless, i love you babes! :D

p/s: LINKIN PARK IS BACK! minutes to midnight will be hitting shelves on 15 may. man i can't wait. :DDD

2007-04-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

i finally stepped into town today! (: wahh...it's been a LONGGGG time man. haha. anyway watched nada sou sou today and cried buckets of tears. it's so freaking sadddd. ): it really lived up to it's name; tears for you (english translation) and guess what? satoshi tsumabuki is damn freaking cute! :D added to huixin's cute/hot guys list. (:

okay i don't really have a proper photo of him yet but he's damn cute right? (:
<333!

alrights prison breaking soon. (:

2007-04-04T19:03:00.000+08:00

sienna miller!

<333!

2007-04-03T18:26:00.000+08:00

today's a pretty fine day except that we got our ptm form so i'll probably have to tell my mom my horrible results very very soon. though my days are numbered, i'm going to enjoy life for now. (: anyway we had some homosexuality dialogue in the morning and the islamic guy was damn funny. "God created sex for pro creation, not for recreation." HAHAHA. that is like the quote of the day man and probably the only thing i could remember about the session. couldn't be bothered to listen much to what they have to say. religion and law aside, i just know that we should not discriminate homosexuals because they are humans as well and they have their own rights. i'm basically fine with them. that's all i have to say. yupp. for pe we just went to play in the gym. thank God pft's next week so for today it's free and easy session. (: gym was damn fun but petrina had to teach me how to use almost all the equipments. heh. i'm truly a gym noob man. btw i think i've burnt quite a number of calories. yayyy. good job huixin! eh boon let's try to frequent the gym k? (: so funnnn! plus air con and fans blasting at full speed, wah shiok! :D don't have to worry about flooding the gym with all your sweat. HAHAHA.

alrights time to shower, eat and study.
ciao!

2007-04-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

i have found a faster way to get home from yishun. mrt to town then take 175. travelling time is greatly reduced to 50 min. (: speaking of which, i haven't stepped into town for almost 3 weeks. ): friday friday good friday! i can't wait. towning with my lovelies. (:

i've given up on you.

2007-03-31T16:48:00.000+08:00

had training in the morning and i figured out where all my money has gone to. MAGAZINES! seriously i should stop buying magazines or else i'll be utterly broke very very soon. but then again it can't be helped when it takes me one and a half hours to travel from home to yishun and another one half hours from yishun back home. therefore, magazines are the best sources to kill time. i tried reading my beloved lit text, great expectations, but i always ended up falling asleep on the train. HAHAHA.

anyway, an interesting but really long meme.

HOW MANY KEYS ARE ON YOUR KEYCHAIN?
i don't have a keychain. i don't usually bring keys out with me which is probably why i'm always locked out of house. ):

WHAT CURSE WORD DO YOU USE THE MOST?
the f word and is damn counted? i should think so.

WHAT TIME IS YOUR ALARM CLOCK SET FOR?
6:30 am

DO YOU WEAR FLIPFLOPS EVEN WHEN IT'S COLD OUTSIDE?
yepp. it's probably the most comfortable thing to wear.

WHERE DO YOU BUY YOUR GROCERIES FROM?
ntuc. (:

WOULD YOU RATHER TAKE THE PICTURE OR BE IN THE PICTURE?
take the picture. i don't really like being in pictures because i look bad in them.

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
mr bean. (:

IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY, WHAT ARE THE FIRST THINGS YOU WOULD BUY?
i wouldn't buy lottery in the first place so there's no chance in winning. okay more like i'm lazy to think of what i would want to buy. HAHAHA.

HAS ANYONE EVER CALLED YOU LAZY?
duhhhh? see the previous answer. i am lazy by nature. (:

DID YOU EVER TAKE MEDICATION TO HELP YOU FALL ASLEEP FASTER?
nope.

DO YOU PREFER REGULAR MILK OR CHOCOLATE MILK?
chocolate chocolate chocolate!

HAS ANYONE TOLD YOU A SECRET THIS WEEK?
not really but someone's going to tell me one next week. haha.

WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR DINNER?
it's not dinner time yet.

DO YOU WEAR HOODIES OFTEN?
not really.

CAN YOU WHISTLE?
nahh but i wish i could. it's quite fun actually.

HAVE YOU EVER PARTICIPATED IN A PROTEST?
i think i did. it was way back in crescent. the stupid pe teachers wanted to ban the selling of hashbrowns and doughnuts because according to them, they are highly unhealthy food so the student body signed a petition because we were damn pissed off. ehhh wait. is a petition a protest? HAHA. but anyway we protested so yeah.

LAST RESTAURANT YOU ATE AT?
ermm...i can't remember. crystal jade?

WHAT DID YOU DO YESTERDAY / WHERE WERE YOU?
i was in school. oh ya. i attended a forensic science lecture. it was super interesting. i want to be a forensic scientist! :D

DID YOU WATCH CARTOONS AS A CHILD?
duhhh?

HOW MANY SIBLINGS DO YOU HAVE?
two brothers.

ARE YOU SHY AROUND THE OPPOSITE SEX?
not really.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST REGRET?
i have many regrets but i don't know which one is the biggest. hahaha.

WHEN WAS THE TIME YOU LAUGHED SO HARD YOUR SIDES HURT?
the time when fanny unknowingly called our shooting teacher an old shit. explaination: lao shi is teacher in chinese. he called him lao shi but the hanyu pinyin is different so it sounded like old shit. i swear i almost died laughing. (:

WHAT MOVIE DO YOU KNOW EVERY LINE TO?
none. why on earth will i memorise every line of a movie? madness.

DO YOU OWN ANY BAND TEES?
nope.

HOW MANY CHAIRS ARE AT YOUR DINING ROOM TABLE?
six.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SALAD DRESSING?
thousand island.

DO YOU READ FOR FUN?
yeah i read whenever i can. i love reading. (: okay maybe not for great expectations.

CAN YOU SPEAK ANY LANGUAGE OTHER THAN ENGLISH?
chinese?

DO YOU DO YOUR OWN DISHES?
occasionally.

WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR ROOM PAINTED?
this is embarrassing. ermm light pink. HAHAHA. i want to repaint my room! ):

HAVE YOU EVER CRIED IN PUBLIC?
yeah.

ARE YOU USING A DESKTOP OR LAPTOP?
desktop.

WHICH DO YOU MAKE: WISHES OR PLANS?
plans. i'm a practical person.

ARE YOU ALWAYS TRYING TO LEARN NEW THINGS?
i'm trying but whether i learn anything or not is another thing.

ARE YOU CURRENTLY WANTING ANY PIERCINGS OR TATTOOS?
nope.

DO YOU BELIEVE THAT THE GUY SHOULD PAY ON A FIRST DATE?
it doesn't really matter i guess. i'm not that particular.

WHO WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TEACHER?
none in particular. i love my teachers now though. they are all very nice and cute people. (:

HAVE YOU EVER DATED SOMEONE OUT OF YOUR RACE?
nope.

WHAT IS THE WEATHER LIKE NOW?
raining! (:

WOULD YOU EVER DATE SOMEONE COVERED IN TATTOOS?
nope. i think it's scary.

WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE CLASS BACK IN WHERE YOU USED TO STUDY?
hmm...either english or literature.

WHAT PERSONALITY TRAITS ARE A MUST-HAVE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
the guy must be sweet, understanding and have a sense of humour.

HAVE YOU BEEN ATTRACTED TO SOMEONE PHYSICALLY UNATTRACTIVE?
yup i think so.

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SLEPT ON THE FLOOR?
i can't remember.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
i don't drink alcohol.

DOES YOUR CLOSEST STARBUCKS HAVE A DRIVE-THRU?
nope.

DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIVING ARRANGEMENT?
yeah i'm fine with it.

HOW MANY HOURS OF SLEEP DO YOU NEED TO FUNCTION?
5 hours at least.

DO YOU EAT BREAKFAST DAILY?
yes, my mom makes sure i eat breakfast every single day. if not, she'll start nagging and all. -.-

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING THAT SCARED YOU?
last night my mom had to go back to her office to send some last min emails so my brother and i accompanied her. when we left, i swear the door moved a little after we locked it. it scared the hell out of us so we chionged down the stairs. HAHAHA. it was quite funny actually.

ARE YOUR DAYS FULL AND FAST-PACED?
yes unfortunately. there's hardly time to rest.

DID YOU EVER GET IN TROUBLE FOR TALKING IN CLASS?
sometimes.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FRUIT?
apple, banana, grapes, honeydew, mango, durian, orange. okay fine. almost all fruits are nice. (:

WHAT ARE YOU WATCHING RIGHT NOW?
i'm looking at the com.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN LIFE ON OTHER PLANETS?
nahhh.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO PISS YOU OFF?
my coach. he was really harsh just now.

DO YOU GET ALONG BETTER WITH THE SAME OR OPPOSITE SEX?
depending on who the person is.

WHAT DID YOU DRESS UP AS FOR YOUR FIRST HALLOWEEN?
i don't celebrate halloween.

WHERE DO YOU WORK?
i'm a student.

DO YOU LIKE MUSTARD?
no.

WHAT DO YOU TELL YOURSELF WHEN TIMES GET HARD?
go huixin! persevere! things will get better. either that or i'll just go eat good food to make myself feel better. HAHA.

WOULD YOU EVER SKYDIVE?
maybe?

DO YOU SLEEP ON YOUR SIDE, TUMMY, OR BACK?
i usually sleep on my side.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ANGELINA JOLIE BEING PREGNANT?
i don't give a damn.

DO YOU ENJOY GIVING HUGS?
yup if it makes my friends feel better. why not? i love getting hugs too. :D

WOULD YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE FASHIONABLE?
hahaha. NO.

DO YOU OWN A DIGITAL CAMERA?
yes.

WHAT CELEBRITIES HAVE YOU BEEN COMPARED TO?
none that i can remember.

DOES IT ANNOY YOU WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THEY'LL CALL YOU BUT THEY NEVER DO?
not really. if they can't call, it probably means they're busy or something and i don't really mind because i get to have more sleep! (:

ARE YOU A VEGETARIAN?
nope.

WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
prawns.

ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
not really. when i'm jealous, i don't really show it.

WHAT'S YOUR OPINION ON SEX WITHOUT EMOTIONAL COMMITMENT?
i think it's bad and sad. i doubt the sex will be good.

IF YOU WERE BORN AS THE OPPOSITE SEX, WHAT WOULD YOUR NAME HAVE BEEN?
how would i know? haha. ask my mom but i want to be called seth. (:

alrights, better go start on my work now.
ciao!
(:

2007-03-29T17:49:00.000+08:00

my days just ain't getting better. what the fuck. i got caught by brother paul this morning for socks. SIGHHH. how unlucky can i get man? fine. i shall wear knee length socks, pin up my fringe, tuck in my blouse all the way, not fold my skirt and be like a cheena scholar from tmr onwards. life will be a lot more peaceful since they can't catch me for anything. seriously i don't understand why they are so strict and all. "J2s you are the seniors of the school, must set good examples for the J1s if not they'll copy you blah blah blah..." my ass man. can they please look at the J1 girls? their skirts are as long as tennis skirts? much worse than us. copy what shit. since they're so free, go catch them instead and leave us alone.

enough of whining. anyway teckjin tagged me to do this funky weird quiz. :/

These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

1) i don't shower in the morning.
2) i'm addicted to banana cakes. (:
3) i prefer sleeping with the fan on than the air-con.
4) i look at girls more than i look at guys. (i assure you that i'm 100% straight.)
5) i talk to my bolster sometimes.
6) i used to dread tranings but i'm all hyped up now because i'm determined to hit 350!

tagging: anyone.

2007-03-27T18:17:00.000+08:00

i swear i almost died during mass pe.
i had to run 12 rounds while the others run 7 cos' i couldn't make it back on time, thanks to my stupid stomach cramps. was supposed to run 15 rounds but i couldn't take it anymore and damnit, the weather is so bloody hot lah. ugh now my legs are aching like mad.

And I want you now
I want you now
I'll feel my heart implode
I'm breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode.

2007-03-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

i'm still coughing like nuts.
i need stronger medicine.
):

what i found was painfully enlightening
like a shot, right between my eyes
cos it hurts trying to do the right thing
when the monsters are all on your side.

2007-03-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

i started to ache when i started to think of you.

2007-03-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

alfresco (however you spell it) yesterday.
sparklers, bomb bags, water guns, bubble balloon and some kiddy toy instantly relieved my childhood memories. (:
anyway we managed to make some profits but most importantly, we enjoyed ourselves and it was fun working as a class. :D
watched the longest yard with shooting peeps but had to leave halfway.
damn i missed the good parts. :(
shall borrow the dvd from ziwei and watch again. (:

anyway watched mr bean with mom, elder bro and shazie today. (:
hahaha weird combi i know.
it was my mom's company day so she managed to get the tickets at 2 bucks each (how freaking cheap is that?) and one ticket comes with free popcorn and a large drink (what more can i ask for?) and since i had an extra ticket, i asked shazie along. (:
the movie's not that fantastic but it's rather enjoyable.
loads of retarted-ness and laughter. (:
went to study at queenstown library after that.
i just did 5 questions on vectors 4 and my carboxylic acids tutorial.
not sure about shazie though but i know towards the end, we ended up reading on indian astrology, chinese zodiac, some lucky day finder book in which you can calculate your destiny number and it tells you about your destiny/fate and your character and some book on palm reading.
HAHAHA.
most of them are pretty accurate in predicting our character though i don't believe in them.
okay i know this is like how super not productive but at least we had some fun. (:

by the way, we had a wonderful lunch at galilee. (: chicken and fish combo + potato chunks + mango pudding! :D

<3!

2007-03-22T16:53:00.000+08:00

chem- F
maths- F
econs- F
gp- S
lit- D

effing fantastic.
i'll probably have to see the man in white.

this feeling of despair is never wearing out.

2007-03-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday i died; tomorrow's bleeding

2007-03-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

i love it when you call
but you never call at all.

2007-03-19T18:37:00.000+08:00

if i would stop and take a look around
it's tragic
everywhere i'm seeing broken hearts and broken dreams
when no one ever takes the time to check you're moving
everybody's on their own
together losing out
why does this look so familiar now
it's all the same
i just want this to be over now
and it feels like i've been down before
over and again
and i never wanted to be on my own
and it feels the same as yesterday
nothing ever moves on
it never moves on

2007-03-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

Let Love In - Goo Goo Dolls

You wait, wanting this world
To let you in
And you stand there
A frozen light
In dark and empty streets
You smile hiding behind
A God-given face
But I know you're so much more
Everything they ignore
Is all that I need to see

You're the only one I ever believed in
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in

I wish
Wishing for you to find your way
And I'll hold on for all you need
That's all we need to say
I'll take my chances while
You take your time with
This game you play
But I can't control your soul
You need to let me know
You leaving or you gonna stay

You're the only one I ever believed in
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in

There's nothing we can do about
The things we have to do without
The only way to feel again
Is let love in

There's nothing we can do about
The things we have to live without
The only way to see again
Is let love in

You're the only one I ever believed in
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in

:D

2007-03-18T14:53:00.000+08:00

I AM FAT.
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.
DIET.

sudden realisation made me feel that i'm so detached from all of you.

2007-03-17T11:31:00.000+08:00

我一直都在　你身後等待　
等你有一天　回過頭看我
我的笑送給你希望你快樂　妳的難過都給我
關於你的一切我都好好收藏着
我一直都在　你身後等待　
等你有一天　能感覺到我
就算我在你世界渺小像一顆塵埃
我也會給你我所有的光和熱

2007-03-17T11:06:00.000+08:00

i flipped through the New Paper and this article caught my eye.
"so you wanna be a beauty queen"
i swear this is funny shyte. (:
the columnist is a damn rubbish guy.

questionaire for semi-finalists of the Miss Sinagpore Universe 2007.

what are your hobbies/interests?
my hobby is joining beauty pageants. so far, i've joined FHM's girl next door, ford's supermodel of the world, miss simgapore world, miss singapore chinatown, miss singapore ang mo kio, miss ngee ann polytechnic and the one where i actually won, miss joined the most beauty pageants singapore.

describe yourself.
well, i'm just like everybody else. i have two eyes, two ears, two arms, two legs, one nose and one mouth.

what or who inspired you to join miss singapore universe 2007?
after parading in bikinis at mostly club venues, i decided it was time for me to parade in a bikini on national television.

how will you be a role model to others?
i don't really like rolling around very much, and i don't like models. i'm a beauty pageant contestant, but i'm not a model. to me, models only need to be pretty, whereas i like people to like me for my brains.

what cause(s) will you fight for in your capacity as miss singapore universe?
i don't like people fighting. just last week, i was at dragonfly and my boyfriend wanted to fight with this guy because he was staring at me. i think fighting is childish and immature and i don't encourage it.

describe a typical day in your life.
it depends on which day it is. normally, on weekdays, i wake up, then i brush my teeth and take a shower. after that, i will go online to see if there are any beauty pageants to join, at night, i will go clubbing.

who embodies the ideal "perfect woman" and why?
to me, the perfect woman is zoe tay. i think she is very pretty and very brave. how many women do you know dare to tell people that they swallow?

share a life-changing experience which happened to you.
it definitely has to be winning the title of miss joined the most beauty pageants singapore. even though only my family knew about the pageant, i felt that it gave me a new purpose in life because i have always joined pageants but have never won. it can be frustrating. without winning that title, i might not be here today.

what is the best piece of advice that someone has given to you which you acted upon?
there was this columnist in the new paper and he always talked about how miss singapore universe contests kena langgar lorry. since then, i have been very careful around lorries and i'm happy to say i have never been involved in a lorry accident.

if you win the msu2007 prize money of $25000, what will you use it for?
i will, of course, give some to my mother - after i buy the prada bag and the mini cooper convertible which i have been eyeing for some time now.

with all these answers in hand, miss singapore universe contestants, be assured of a place in the final where you get to appear on national tv and amlomst certainly, this column.

HAHAHA!

2007-03-16T20:25:00.000+08:00

CIP IS FINALLY OVERRRRR! i can finally sit on my comfy couch, watch tv and just chill out. (: haven't been able to do that for quite some time. thankfully everything went well so three cheers for shooting club! thank you all for the effort and help! :D think the handicapped are really a cheerful bunch and i've learnt quite a lot from them. (: anyway watched stomp the yard with fanny, clarence and shazie after that. yes, it's yet another cliche dance show but at least the dancing was different so it wasn't that bad. i just realised that though i've watched three movies this week, i wasn't very satisfied with any one. i want to watch music and lyrics but nobody wants to watch with me. ): why doesn't anyone seem to like love comedies? :/

pictures pictures! :D

yuanyu's masterpiece. (:

pistol girls! :D

my son and nephews. HAHA. okay i'm a little short here. :/

firing in progress.

2007-03-15T08:13:00.000+08:00

updates.

monday
went to zoo for cip and realised that we got conned. apparently mdm ban told us that we just have to go for two days but the person in charge said the two days are training days, followed by coming back to zoo 6 times within 6 months as an ambassador. that means you're bascially like a zoo guide. :/ i can't commit to that plus plus plus we couldn't stand the attitude of our group leader so gomez, boon and me decided to quit. went town to shop instead. (: HAHA. so much for doing cip. oh well. watched just follow law with my family at night. the show was freaking funny! fann wong was talking about some 5 Es in the office-effectiveness, efficiency blah blah blah then gurmit singh was like i got 4 Bs! bang jio (pee), bang sai (shit), bang pui (fart), bang gang (finish work, go home)!
:D

tuesday
training in the morning. met up with vera dearest and eve after that and off to town! (: okay we took a super super loooooong time to decide on what movie to watch. i wanted to watch music and lyrics but since our birthday girl wanted to watch primeval then no choice lor. ): seriously how good can a show about a large man-eating crocodile be? the plot was so predictable i don't even have to watch the show i could already tell the story. hahaha. the best thing in the show is probably brooke langton. she's not VERY hot but aiyah hot enough lah. oh ya and the popcorn. i was damn hungry so the popcorn tasted exceptionally good at that time. (: anyway ate at far east's long john after that then we walked to taka toilet and cam-whore all the way. HAHA. we are a bunch of retarded ppl. jokes, laughters, nonsense are exactly what that make us happy. :D

<3!

wednesday

the only thing i could remember was pizza hut with yuanyu, celine and clarence. :D

hawaiian pizza, sweet and spicy drumplets, garden salad, cream of mushroom, sausage mania, beef lasagne, summer vegetable soup.

GOOD STUFF.
(:

alright so i'm back to making last minute arrangements/ammendments for tmr's shooting cip. BEEEG headache man. this cip is causing me so much stress and distress. ): i can't wait for it to be over.

one last thing: i haven't started on my holiday homework. neither have i started studying.

I AM SO DEAD. ):

2007-03-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERA! :DDD

i shall blog tmr.
i'm just too tired today.

2007-03-11T12:25:00.000+08:00

rant rants ranting;

i tried to start off this year on the right note since last year was more than i could take it. i did my tutorials, tried studying for my tests, trained hard hoping to improve my score, tried being nice to everyone. at first it wasn't that bad but now, it's starting to tire me out completely. it seems as though no matter how hard i try, nothing's gonna turn out the way i want them to. my studies still sucked, my score ain't improving, not everyone is nice to me. as much as i try not to think too much because there is really no point, it only makes matters worse yet i just can't help thinking.

and i've been a bad christian.

i haven't been praying much, haven't been spending time with God, i dread going to church, i complain about every single minute details in my life, i gossip like nobody's business, i swear occasionally, i haven't been showing concern to people around me, i take many things and people for granted.

come to think of it, i seriously don't deserve anything.

i want to run away,
away from this fucked up world.

why do you keep appearing in my dreams?

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: huixin
Birth date: 12 june 1989
Current status: zonked out
Eye colour: black
Hair colour: black
Righty or Lefty: right
Zodiac Sign: gemini

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage: i'm a cheena girl.
Your fears: balloons, drowning, bugs, losing my loved ones, rejection
Your weaknesses: paranoid-ness
Your perfect pizza: hawaiian please

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: darn, it's morning already.
Your bedtime: usually after 11pm
Your most missed memory: when i was still a toddler.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: neither. they both taste equally disgusting.
McDonald’s or Burger King: macs
Single or group dates: i guess i don't mind both.
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Lipton tea or Nestea: neither. i don't like tea.
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: coffee definitely

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: NEVER EVER!
Curse: occasionally. i'm trying to refrain from it.
Take a shower: like duh? who doesn't?
Have a crush: hmmm yeah
Think you’ve been in love: not really
Go to school: yes and it sucks sometimes.
Want to get married: yepp
Believe in yourself: sometimes

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol: nope
Gone to the mall: yupp
Been on stage: nah
Eaten sushi: i think so. can't really remember.
Dyed your hair: no but i want to.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game: no
Changed who you were to fit in: no

LAYER EIGHT
Age you’re hoping to be married: 25?

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye colour: hazel
Best hair colour: doesn't matter as long as he looks fine.
Short or long hair: i prefer short.

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago: doing this
1 hour ago: drinking ice milo that mummy made for me
4.5 hours ago: listening to sermon in church
1 month ago: i can't remember.
1 year ago: i don't know.

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love: being a couch potato.
I feel: like crap. i've been coughing non-stop for the past 5468795213654798 hours.
I hate: annoying bitches.
I hide: when i don't feel like facing the world.
I miss: him.
I need: to lose weight.

2007-03-09T23:10:00.000+08:00

bad things that happened today:
strained my neck during captain's ball and it hurts like hell now.
was not able to go for rockefella and i heard it was damn good.
my fever came back.

good things that happened today:
MET UP WITH JOYYYY! :D
dinner at fish and co. (:
totally enjoyed your company babe! this is like one of the best things that happened to me this week. have fun in hong kong! you will be greatly missed. LOVEEEEE! :D

maybe life isn't that bad afterall. (:

2007-03-08T19:49:00.000+08:00

headache.fever.cough.muscle ache.
i think i'm dying.
):

2007-03-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

i'm a little stressed out right now.
so little time yet so many things to do.
sigh.

anyway replies to tags! (:

germ: YAHHH! epsidoe 12's damn nice. i think i rewatched it 3 times already. HAHA! eh are you serious? what show is it? ((: anything with wuzun MUST watch! :D

teckjin: me what? :/

yokes: hello! eh this is the first time you tag in my blog man. rare occasion. heh. how are you? (: yup. you watch hanakimi too?! yayy! please say you love wuzun thank you. (: HAHA!

eliza: huh but i love the killers. nvm. i've never heard of brandon flowers. ): send me their songs k? what kind of genre do they play? (:

pam: loverrr! heh. of course i love haagen daaz coffee ah...bitter to endure but sweet to remember. HAHA! my ass man. i'm never gonna step into haagan daaz ever again unless i feel filthy rich one day. do you love your fruit juice then? i love you too! :D

Yesterday I saw the sun shinin',
And the leaves were fallin' down softly,
My cold hands needed a warm, warm touch,
And I was thinkin' about you.